Hi, friends! I
am officially FIVE WEEKS AWAY from leaving for Nicaragua, and I couldn’t be
more excited! But, if we’re being
completely honest here, there are some mixed emotions about leaving that I’ve
got running around in my head.
First, and probably foremost, I am OUT THE WAZOO
EXCITED to go spend my summer in Nicaragua!
I’ve reached the point where even just saying the word “Nicaragua,” I
start to smile and my heart begins to race.
It really is more excitement than I may have ever felt before (including
graduation and the fountain party with free food on campus last Friday).
But see, I’ve also got some early homesickness and
nervousness about the trip. Sure, when I
hear “Nicaragua,” my heart races of excitement, but it also races of nerves and
worries and all those negative feelings.
I’m scared to leave my home and family for the three months that would
have been spent completely with them. It
makes me sad to think that I’ll miss Father’s Day and my dad’s birthday and the
family’s fourth of July celebrations.
I’ll miss my family’s concert back at Ridgecrest (if you haven’t heard
about that yet, you should be there).
There are a lot of things I’m going to miss, and that honestly makes me
sad. Sure, I’ll have Facebook and Skype
and different ways to communicate, and sure, I’ll have great experiences while
I’m down there, but that doesn’t quite take away the twinge of sadness that
comes with missing some of my favorite parts of spending summer with my family.
On that note, I’m extremely excited for all that I’m
going to experience while I’m in Nicaragua.
I cannot explain to you how excited I am to experience the Latin
American and Nicaraguan cultures, eat local foods, and work with the teams that
come to base. I seriously cannot wait to
show Jesus’s love and hope to all the little kids God will place in my life at
Tae’s House. It’s going to be an amazing
experience. I have no idea whatsoever
what it’s going to look like (and if you know me at all, you know how much not
having a plan can stress me out), but I know God is going to do amazing
things. I cannot wait to see all that He
has planned and how He works this summer.
So, with my departure being so close, I have some
prayer requests that I would love for you to pray alongside me:
Pray for peace to take the place of the
homesickness. I want to be able to serve
God to the best of my abilities, and ongoing homesickness would probably combat
that. I know that some homesick feelings
will be completely natural, but I’m praying that they aren’t ongoing and that I
can easily acclimate to the culture, people, and environment that I’m in. I’m praying that I feel the peace of God siempre (always) and am able to find my
home in Him and not in my location or distance from my family.
Pray for my physical health. Like I said before, I leave in five
weeks. Currently, I am wearing a
fracture boot for a foot injury I’ve had for about eight months, and we’re
still not sure what is wrong with it.
Pray for guidance, that we and the doctors can easily determine how my
foot is hurt, and pray that it would heal quickly and I’ll be able to be on my
feet and working while in Nicaragua, not bogged down by the boot.
Pray for God to do AMAZING things this summer and the
rest of the year! I’m not the only
intern there, and some are staying even after I leave. Pray that God does an amazing work and
changes lives in Nicaragua. Pray for my
strength and that I would find everything I need in Him alone.
I cannot thank y’all enough for all your prayers and
support these past few months! It’s been
a crazy ride getting to where I am, but it’s been so fun. I’ve loved seeing just how God provides (I’m
fully funded!) and how He takes care of me.
Him providing the funds was a reassurance I really needed to know that
He is sending me to Nicaragua, and it’s not something I need to doubt. He has provided the way. I cannot wait to share stories with all y’all
of how God is moving in Nicaragua and just what all He’s doing at Tae’s
House! Thank you again for all the
prayers, support, and love. You’re the
greatest!
"Estén siempre gozosos. Oren sin cesar. Den gracias en todo, porque esta es la voluntad de Dios para ustedes en Cristo Jesús."
1 Tesalonicenses 5:16-18 (RVA-2015)
"Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you."
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 (NKJV)
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